My List of Grievances Against The World Currently.....

1. Grad school is for chumps. Honestly, they PAY you to go because no one is going in this economy. They want you there for the simple fact that no one else can go because we all have real jobs and are actually out in the real world and not under the protective blanket of a school. This is mostly directed at one person in particular, but to all my other friends who are going to grad school, good for you!

2. People my age shouldn't have babies. Yes, for some people, with A LOT of help from their parents or grandparents, they make it through. But other than that, people at my age shouldn't be having babies unless they have a steady job, a stable significant other and a place to live on their own. If those 3 things are met, then have all the bundles of joy you want.

3. What gives people the right to comment on my relationship? Honestly, if you your self can't find and keep a man, then don't talk to me about my boyfriend not being good enough. I deserve him more than anyone else in the world after the shit I went through to get here.

4. People who have a laundry list of criteria for boyfriends. If you keep searching for the perfect man, you'll miss out on the man who is perfect for you.

5. I feel more grown up than some of my friends. I'm not naming names, but I feel like a jerk for thinking this way. I work 3 jobs and go to school and then when I say I can't hang out, I get ridiculed for it. I honestly can't do anything because I'M BUSY. Some people don't understand that concept. And it bugs me.

6. My fucking parents, but when don't they bug the living hell outta me.

And that's all at the moment.

Even though I said all that, I still don't feel any relief.

I think I'm stressed cause I still haven't gotten my first pay check from Home Instead and I'm still waiting on that. It's freaking me out man. I WANT MY MONIES!!!!!!

What I Would Eat Everyday...

...if I could and there would be no negative repercussions.

-BLT
-Massive amounts of bacon
-Chicken Lo Mein with White Rice
-Crab Rangoon
-Chocolate chip cookies
-Peanut butter cookies
-Kraft Mac and Cheese
-Pancakes
-Any kind of pizza from Peel
-Eggs: scrambled, omelet, or over easy.
-Big Mac's/McDonalds fries
-Burger King fries/chicken sandwiches
-Lions Choice Roast Beef sandwiches
-Bosco Sticks from Imos.
-Steak and Shake Chili
-Pizza Hut pizza
-Frozen custard
-Fettuccine Alfredo
-Chocolate pudding
-Vercruse plate from La Fonda
-ThickBurger from Hardees
-A&W Root Beer floats
-Dr. Pepper
-Peach Schnapps
-Bud Select
-Really good Margaritas on the rocks

Who's hungry now? :-)

Over and out <3

Momma, I Fell In Love Again

Holy poop on a stick, have I not blogged in a while.

It's mostly cause I've been so fucking busy.

I currently work 3 jobs. Home Instead Senior Care as an in home care giver for the elderly, T-sno and church. I love the pay and the hours so far, but after I spread myself between a boyfriend, work, school and family time, there's hardly any me time left.

I feel like I'm always doing stuff for other people and going 100 miles an hour. I know my parents try to accommodate me as best as possible when I ask them to do stuff (which is super seldom), but I just want something done for me for once. Like someone to take care of something for me so that I don't have to worry about it.

Like if someone would drive me some where and not have to worry about the gas or going the right speed or whatever, that would be amazing. I'm so fucking sick of driving. I average about 500 miles a week. That's fucking insane. Well this week at least. But I had to drive across fucking everywhere this week.

ANYWAY, onto more interesting things.

I'm so in love with Nick. I've never had the feelings that I've had for a guy be reciprocated. I just feel so amazing when I'm with him. Like I feel so much better about myself since he's been in my life.

Yeah, Momma I finally found the one.

Over and out <3