Welp, The Cats Out Of The Bag

Yup, that's right folks, I'm pregnant.

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I'm kidding.

But, on a serious note, David and I found out about the funding. And, yes, he DID get it, BUT! he only got 500 pound (which is, like, $750). Yeah, I'll admit it, I'm bummed because there is no way he's going to be able to come up with 1000 more pound to come here. I mean, maybe he could, but I don't see how he'll be able to.

And, honestly, I want him to put that money to better use then coming to see me right now, like getting his internet hooked up at his new house. I mean, I have MORE then enough to go there and see him and have myself a grand 'ol time while there.

So, if you haven't connected the dots yet, I'm going to England.

I don't know when yet. David and I still need to talk about that. When I phoned him today, the kids mom was there and she was very nasty to me, so he said call back later.

I've also kind of decided that, since I am going to England, I'm going to Scotland and Ireland. I've got the time, I've got the money, I'm doing it.

I don't know how, but I'm doing it.

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Man, I'm so excited, but so nervous.

What if David doesn't like me? What if he takes one look at me and says, "Um... no." What if the kids don't like me?

Ugh, I'm such a mess. One minute I think, "He'll love me, I know he will." Then the next I think, "What if he doesn't, what will I do?" Then after I think that, I think, "Well, I'll just run off to Ireland for the time I'm there if he doesn't like me."

*sigh*

It will all be ok. It always is.

As David tells me all the time, "We'll be ok babes - we always land on our feet."

And that's why I love him more than anything.

Over and out ♥